On The Flip-side

Met up with a good friend today....she is gonna be a happy mum next year February...but she actually told me she regrets marrying her husband who gave her nothing but money problems....but her baby girl made her stronger....i cant believe her husband would actually go around borrowing money from her friends....no shame at all and doing it behind her back....just to clear his debts....ah...the price of marriage....thankful that she told me i can still reconsider my engagement.....and even so, marriage annulment costs sgd$1600.... great info.....
the hot blooded girl of mine actually got the cheek to flare up at me again this morning over the issue of betrayal....she actually told me that she dreamt on the previous night that i betrayed her again and went to meet my friends....ha....and when she woke up all she could think of was my good friend that i met this morning......sounds deja vu man....i better watch my step since i met up with XY and Mel the other time in the morning too....and she also had a dream that i went to meet them without her knowledge ooo scary........
however....thats besides the point..... my girl claims that she has no savings........BULLSHIT. just the other day on nov 18, i saw her passbook thanks to jeckie who knocked over her haversack....normally he never does that.......but it seemed like he wanted to show me something....and as like an act of god, her passbook fell out of the clear casing and flipped to the latest entry dated 17 nov where she deposited 5k and made her savings totalling to 10k odd.....
NOW WHO IS THE FOOL?

i feel like a fool who keeps paying for her stuff n meals when she keeps saying she cant afford.....cos' she got too many bills to handle...i got to pay for her holidays just cos she is broke...i had to pay for my own bday and her bday.....and i get shit in return only useless mini gifts that i find pieces of trash....ha....i wonder who is the bigger fool now? she made my two accounts joint accounts just to monitor my cashflow and she wont even let me see her passbook? farking bitch. now i just have to think of a way to get back at her.....not that im being vengeful....but this is too much....asking me to say soryy for nothing when its not my fault...picking on past issues when i never picked on hers....bitch.selfish bitch. no wonder why the rest gave up... oh no...im gonna get back what i deserve....and certainly i dont deserve the way she is treating me now like a dog. if u can keep yr own cash so can i. so from now on i will stop paying for yr shit. u claim u got no cash but u can pay for yr online shopping? fark u. carry on dreaming yr premonitions. of course i will watch my step. u are so gonna owe me. its true i have problems hiding my feelings, my true feelings but hell i will do it. fark u and yr assurance bitch.