The Enemy Within

It has been awhile since i last blogged..guess im too tired to blog or i just do not wish to look at this page on my com sometimes...been at my camp for a few months and although things are smooth-sailing, there are still internal conflicts that can never be rectified...we still have our usual group of backstabbers and rebels...from a once united group we had been during our bmt days in tekong to a group that practically stabs each other in the back with loads of bullshit..we have stories from different parties and the small neutral party that had been formed during the conflicts is having problems making a stand and deciding who to trust...i hate getting caught in the middle...especially when they force you to take a side...if you are not in, you are out that's what they are trying to say...and if anyone catches you in a situation where you seem to be taking a side...they always assume you are joining the dark side...this is ridiculous...and it seems that i cant trust anyone inside the damn camp except to be a soldier who follows orders from the higher powers...everyone is still being selfish saving their own asses all the time..i really wonder how the hell i am going to work with this team when we start on our project...adapt, adapt, adapt...

--"The enemy of my enemy is my friend..."

Power

There are times when i feel frustrated, angry, helpless, alone and i feel like crying out loud ...because there is nothing i can do about situations that i cant stand...with great power comes great responsibilities...that is what i am told time and time again...on one hand people with power make the weaker ones cry...so on our part there we will be thinking.."if only i had that power...i could make the difference and the impossible possible.."
but once we have that power, would we be the ones to make others cry?...does the world really work that way?...i yearn for that kind of power because i have been hurt too much...i yearn for a higher power to make a difference in my life and others...but would i be blinded by power and abuse it only to make others cry?...

--"If you have the power, understand how to utilize it..."

Love Number

6

Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust.Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers.In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander.Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.

Are You Psychic?

You Are 70% Psychic
You are pretty psychic.While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on.And although you're sometimes off on your predictions...You're more often right than wrongSo go with your instincts - you know more than you think.


--"Duh...it sux sometimes..."

http://www.blogthings.com/areyoupsychicquiz/

Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.On the flip side, you've got a great sense of humor and wit.You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.


--"Compromise is not an option..Chao Keng is"