The Lesson For GM

Today the title does not mean anything. yes it does not mean anything. there is no need to assume that it means anything as it does not, absolutely does not mean anything drastic , special or hold any significance that is going to change the course of history for the world.

It simply means that i am having my first global marketing lesson today...as a part time student of course...and as usual, i arrived almost two hours early for the lesson...oh god...what on earth am i thinking...to actually arrive so early all the time....i guess im just waiting to mark my attendance and go off...and yes i do need group members apparently both for distribution channels and global marketing...i seriously need to make some friends...i cant imagine having to remain alone and silent for the next few months during class....and there you have it, men are social creatures...i need a group , textbooks and friends....its soooooo boring everytime....sighz...its fate, and yet at the same time, i think karma....yes, there must be a deeper reason why i am here alone....it would seem i cant depend on others for comfort.yawnz....lesson has not started and im feeling sleepy and i want to leave already....boring boring boring....bored enough to write this entry in class where its empty and im just waiting for 7pm for classes to begin....

realised another thing too....people are just plain selfish when it comes to helping others...especially when they have ended something big for themselves...they do not help others who are still struggling....sighz....they wont help unless you have something in exchange for them...in the end , you can only depend on yourself....when they need help they expect you to help, but when you need help they dont bother to help you....farking realistic and selfish people. hope they burn in hell.

-- oh yeah?! fark you! I kill me and you!

A.D 2010

Yes of course from the title itself , the year is 2010. two years before the end of the world some predicted in 2012. well of course with no apparent and more conclusive solid evidence who the hell can actually prove it? and yes who cares if the world does end? millions would of course have regrets not living their life to the fullest and of course again i would be one of them. well enough of that. end or not there are times where ending is the start of a new beginning so in the end, it may not be such a bad idea to start all over again.

I changed from full time to part time studies. i do not know if it was a good move at all cos given my nature, i always look at both sides of a coin and can never come to terms with a decision i make with absolute conviction. namely because there is never one best solution and there is always a bloody trade off or opportunity cost given up cos we can never have the best of both worlds. And yes , perhaps until i find out what the trade off is for myself, i will be stuck in this limbo.

Things always happen suddenly for me. goodbyes are sudden, change is sudden, plans are sudden... friends are sudden... even my change to part time studies was sudden. i only know that the incentive i have by changing is to save on a few modules and graduate earlier. but who knows what kind of people i will meet for this half a year....again and again because of my decision, i am alone again. well, not that i am complaining, but it does get abit lonely when you have no one in class to talk to. haiz... well... i guess i have always been alone...cant really do anything about it unless i really change. but how can i trust again? how can i believe again? again and again year after year i still feel empty inside. i am seriously lacking a certain component to complete myself. and yes well, such components are not easy to find. guess i will see what kind of potential friends i may find tonight... it may not be as bad as i think... always look on the bright side and i may find one good friend or a few good friends...who knows? just hope for the best.

should i be logging anything else? hmm... well well well.... apparently, after my bangkok trip which i so "thoroughly enjoyed" no more late night gatherings by my uni friends...sighz...people are really realistic and selfish. well at least i can save some cash. i pray for a miracle...


-- 50% attitude, 40% aptitude, 10% skill.

跟著月亮慢慢走

Oh...怎麼每一年這個時候　
我就特別的特別寂寞　
天上的月光一樣那麼溫柔
回憶起一樣是秋的季節　
一樣心痛的痛的滴血
一樣想念是烈烈的酒　
一樣還難以忘記

＊愛不能長留　
如果我能把你放在口袋裡帶走　
一切是否不同baby

＃走　跟著月亮我們慢慢走
就好像是好久以前　要到哪裡　
我始終陪在你的左右
世界要變就變　無所謂　
為愛而走一回
牽不到你的手　
就跟著月亮慢慢走(我們曾擁有SPECIALLOVE)

怎麼每一年這個時候　
我就特別的特別寂寞　
天上的月光一樣那麼溫柔
Wu...一樣是秋的季節　
一樣還會心痛的痛的滴血
一樣想念烈的像酒　
一樣還難以忘記

Repeat ＊,＃
不管他的身邊有了誰　
我都祝福My Girl
月圓月缺　月缺月圓　
有一天會想起來Oh...

Repeat (＃)
跟著月亮我們慢慢走　
就好像是好久以前　要到哪裡　
我始終陪在你的左右
世界要變就變　無所謂　
為愛而走一回
牽不到你的手　
我們曾擁有SPECIALLOVE
我們曾擁有SPECIALLOVE　
我們曾擁有SPECIALLOVE　
我們曾擁有SPECIALLOVE


-- 50% Attitude, 40% Aptitude, 10% Skill