Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Ulysses

Most people are convinced that you don't make any sense, but compared to what else you could say, what you're saying now makes tons of sense. What people do understand about you is your vulgarity, which has convinced people that you are at once brilliant and repugnant. Meanwhile you are content to wander around aimlessly, taking in the sights and sounds of the city. What you see is vast, almost limitless, and brings you additional fame. When no one is looking, you dream of being a Greek folk hero.


--"So am I a dreamer or what??"

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Meaningless

okay its been really some time since i actually blogged my thoughts..actually been thinking of closing down this blogsite since i do not really need it.or rather i guess im the only one updating and reading my past all over and over...and yes...it is starting to lose meaning for me again and again...
at times i try to improve my life...take things simple, try to stop thinking too much, accept things the way they are, do something useful, enjoy singlehood, go to gym more often, see a doctor for the multiple injuries i sustained thanks to army, going for my brain scan to see if anything cocks up again...meaningless...i know where the problem lies after wandering around in life...it lies with me...i cant accept myself for who i am.i cant take the way my life is.i am just simply not satisfied with what i have.it seems that i want more out of this pathetic life.but i hate it when circumstances do not permit me to do what i desire.i feel like im falling back into the pits of irony.i dont have anything but myself...this body..this weak pathetic body filled with an iron will...its just not enough..so when will it be enough?...

--"Trekk the path of loneliness if you are invincible.."

Friday, March 18, 2005

Wisdom

Borrowed wisdom is a tenuos thing....

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Endless Waltz

If you love someone, let them go.
If they return to you, it was meant to be.
If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with...
a great love is when you shed tears and still cares for him & still longs for him, he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you "
the worst thing in the world is seeing the one you love with the one they love.
you always love the ones who leaves you and leaves the one who loves you.
loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on.
a guy and a girl can be just friends, but.. at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporary, maybe at wrong time, maybe too late, maybe .. Just maybe... forever...

--"Love...the greatest gift of all or a cursed poison to fill your chalice with..."