Acquaintance

Hmm...this week really passed quickly.thursday was kinda my last day in camp till 3rd jan when i start the new year.friday was gxl's b-day and we were at east coast celebrating with a bbq.the usual gang was there to celebrate his b-day.a few of his friends stood him up but i guess he was still glad we came..geez...im kinda sleepy, so i guess i will make this short..
i guess we are kinda boycotting someone from our group.he and another gal don't seem welcomed to join us in our outings no more..seems that he is really leeching on to us hoping to know a few girls from our side and hey presto ,my hunch paid off.when we were at momo yesterday, he got to know our friend (M).he kept chatting her up and tried to act like a man but still maintain his composure by not overdoing his act.then i knew deep down inside , history might just repeat itself and it did.he called me today and sorta demanded (M)'s number.i just simply said i didnt have it.and of course he didnt seem to believe me and he tried calling js and gxl to see if they had her number.what a childish act.no wonder none of the rest could stand his attitude.coming out with us for the sake of knowing girls and what if he achieved his goal?
then obviously we wont be friends anymore.but in the meantime, i guess he's gonna stick around to find out more about (M).geez...he wont even give up when i told him she already has a bf.he simply just said just want to know her as a friend...yeah right...i do have (M)'s number...but its never polite to give a number without the latter's permission..so piss off man...you are just an acquaintance like her.

Running on empty

Okay...as the title says im still running on empty and the feeling of not having a bloody goal sucks man...and time and time again we have other people setting expectations on you and they expect you to perform if not you lose your job and become particularly useless to them.In short , you will be left in a corner to catch dust..hmm...not such a bad thing after all come to think of it. At least i get to do things at my own pace.man, i really wonder when was the last time i actually picked up a pen to write something on a piece of paper.Seems to me everything is controlled by a mouse and keyboard.And yes, the invention of an online diary called THE BLOG.Wonder why they call it a blog anyway.I remember clearly that the word blog is associated to a monster called The Blog or the Blog monster..wonder if anyone actually noticed that there was actually a movie about it.hahahaaha..i met someone recently, but apparently i wasnt ready to be in another relationship.Of course, naturally we just ended up being friends...but i dont think she has given up yet... =( haiz...sorry...guess i cant give up my present life yet..if its not that i guess im just not ready for another relationship...though we do have many things in common and finally i had someone whom i can have intelligent conversations with, the thought just scares me... =p
imagine facing myself, talking to myself, knowing everything about myself...yikes...
2005 is coming to an end..what is my resolution for 2006? First thing on the list, Sony ericsson W900i!!!!
well, thought of getting the Ipod Video...but im gonna see what creative has to offer before making any decision..seems that they are coming up with something better..gotta see the specifications first...hoohoo...oh well...lonely christmas this year as usual...maybe i should start asking people out?...sad...hmm...patience patience...im sure something good is coming up soon...it wasnt so bad that i had to change unit...in fact, its much better in safti..for that i shouldnt dread so much... =p haha
oh well...just glad that i did not sever any ties with anybody this year..tomorrow is GXL's birthday..going to help him out at his bbq.then saturday its CLUB MOMO time!!! well, not going to think so much...just gonna enjoy myself hoohoo...party party!