Mother Nature

hmm...i do seriously think there is something wrong with the weather nowadays...it was humid yesterday and right now im experiencing a bloody thunderstorm...hope it stops soon...if not i have to cancel my biking trip and go to orchard with my friends...(SO SIANZ)...there is nothing to do at orchard...besides its the weekend and soooo many people will be shopping there...squeezing with the crowd is definitely not a hobby of mine....i never liked crowds or shopping anyway...even if i have to do my shopping i would rather do it from mondays to thursdays in the afternoon...where of course the crowd is at a minimum..currently i have a bad feeling this thunderstorm is gonna last till late at night...its been pouring the past two hours...now i wonder since when mother nature had so much to pour about?...
i just deleted a few contacts from my msn messenger and just added afew more...my results will be out next wednesday and everyone is so worried about it except yours truly...oh my god..what the hell is wrong with me...seems like nothing matters to me anymore..there is nothing for me to protect anymore cos nobody appreciates it.there is nothing for me to look forward to except the present.no point for me to look into the past cos its history.no point to look into the future cos its predestined..does fate determine what we do or does what we do determine fate?...in any case why the hell am i thinking about all this?oh yeah...cos im bored...i dont smoke (waste money, one packet costs almost 10bucks and it kills you slowly)..i dont gamble (morally wrong, addictive and it raises your liabilities, throws you in a shitload of debts) i dont do drugs (penalty = death)..i dont really drink (ima social drinker, not alcoholic.drink to the occasion,other than that i stay away from booze)..i dont really go clubbing (cos its soooo typical...and BORING...i go only if im really damn bored and there is nothing to do..when clubbing..its only really about the cheap thrills and i cant stand the bitches there..)..say...the rain has stopped...woo hooo...
haiz...no point complaining..life is really like that...there are bitches and assholes everywhere...even mother nature can be a bitch at times...then again she is nice enough to grant me fair weather now..oh well time to get ready..cycling beats orchard any ol' time..but first time to go workout..