Once again...

Once again i celebrated my bday again after so many years. what a joke. it really wasnt much of a bday. and little did i know so many eyes were watching my every action again. and yes people always have an opinion to slam on me about my actions. this is making me very confused. and i dont like being confused. and neither do i like people to criticise my actions. bcos i am what i am.
and yes dear mario, u always seem to have an axe to grind with me. though i do not know if yr advice really does prove to be of any use to me. i just cant seem to bring myself to be a gentleman anymore in front of girls. u tell me not to be so emo and yet u can be the way u r? oh yes...i forgot...its only bcos u r rich thats y u can be afford to be an asshole and get away with it... indeed...what a fool i am...now let me see how i can make use of all this to my advantage...one fine day mario, i will return the favour. u have not seen hell yet.
yes...yes...i will change...after all its just another mask i need to carve...thats all.