Supposingly i did mention quite some time ago that i would return when i have found what i am looking for.come to think of it, its really kinda stupid.why shoud i live my life that way?My life couldnt get any worse since some things are already predestined...the problem with me is that i think too much...if i am fated to be alone my whole life, so be it.many things happened as usual over the past few months.and i will be posting to my new unit tomorrow at safti.spent one year in stagmont and all of a sudden they post me out....we army personnel are really dispensable...
kept having flashbacks of my past..seems like i still remember what happened when i was really sick.my mum said i was on the verge of death..or rather i was supposed to die..but my parents prayed for a miracle to happen and it did..thats why i am here today...but i recall somewhere deep inside that i made a pact to return here in the mortal world..i knew i had a choice to leave or stay..but i chose to stay.but years have passed and i have forgotten what was the pact i made...but he did mention if i stayed, suffering would be my life...so be it..let people see that i have survived an ordeal and that it might bring hope to others who are still suffering.May they have a second chance to live and live the way they want..i still havent found what i am looking for...but i wont stop here.
--"Live.."
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Hey man, chanced upon ur blog while scanning thru profiles...
Juz wanna say I think you strong enough to master fate dude, the miracle that happened to u years ago plus how strongly u're facing life now is proof that u dun bow to fate! I only wonder if you are able to realise just how inspiring u are to some of ur frens who would rather spend time chillin wif ya rather than hangin out wif the 'in' crowd (yeah... myself included).
Really wish u all the best in finding true happiness... and hope we can each set aside time in our bz schedules to catch up once in awhile.
Take care man!
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